Farewell outing with 4E3

Sorry guys for taking so long to upload these. I must say a big thank you for organising the outing especially to Dinie who was the main coordinator for the whole thing...although I burnt a hole (and a huge one ok) during the outing, I am glad to see smiles on the faces of almost everyone. My initial fear that I would cry was pointless as no tears were really shed (except for 1 person). I guess we were all mentally prepared to say good-bye and we just want to wish each other the very best as we move on.

To 4E3, thank you for being such a charming form class. Although some of you really gave me headaches, I have never failed to believe that ALL of you are good people. I had difficulties initially with some of you who are really stubborn people, but sometimes the little messages and notes that you gave assured me that you are on the right path. Work hard, people! I want to laugh and cry in joy with you next year!

Last Day of school - With 4E History Elective class

4th June 2008 spelt the last History class I would ever have with my 4E class. As much as their mid-year results were very disappointing (no one knows it better than they themselves do), I still believe that they will rise to the occassion and perform to their best ability.

Certainly the sweetest graduating History class I have ever had. I will never forget the lovely birthday surprise, sweet farewell (knew you guys were up to 'no good' when you actually rejected my idea to cancel class) and unwavering support and understanding. Not forgetting the 'gila girls' who can really make and spoil a day!

Just want to wish all of you the very best! Work really hard to prove that you can!

Last official Day in School - with 4E3

Well well...here I am trying very hard to update the blog. Know many of you have been waiting for this - the pictures taken the last day of school! Special thanks to Datin, who was our official photographer for many of the photos. I must say that she did a great job! In the meantime, enjoy! Will be back with MORE!

Disappointed

I was supposed to post about my super mega birthday celebration last week but before I could complete the post, something very disappointing happened today.

I know you are one of the few who will be reading this and you know who you are. I am terribly sad that you actually joined the rest in doing something so silly and dumb. What on earth were you guys thinking when you decided to just skip the assembly and play with some stupid paper planes in class? It's very ironic. I was just sharing with someone important in the school on what kind of values I have been teaching my students. I proudly told her that I keep telling my pupils to 'always fo the right things'. For the 5 others, I guess I won't be as upset but Mr P, you have been under my charge for 3 years and 4 months now while the other 5 have not been with me since sec 1. I only taught them on and off for 1 year plus. You know very well that my expectations are high but not unachievable.

Suddenly, I feel that I have failed once again. All the while, I have not been able to reach out to the 6 of you. Maybe I should stop being upset about you guys. I only have 2 months left here. I would rather remember the happy times and treasure my time with the rest who really care.

Disillusioned...

2008...Happy New Year?

Don't know why am I having this sudden urge to write something. It seemed that I was all prepared to let this blog 'die a natual death' but a sense of nostalgia just hit me out of nowhere recent weeks.

This is week 4 of 2008. Honestly, have been pretty unused to not being the 1st form teacher of the class. No more morning attendance taking, lesser opportunities to see everyone and asking everyone how are things. I could only get little updates from a few pupils and some teachers. I really do not want to meddle too much...afterall...I should not overstep the boundary yet I really miss the class. Certainly, a few of the boys have given me 'heartbreaks' but I know they are good kids at heart. All they need is a nice proper hair cut and something call motivation to get their lives going. The girls...oh well....certainly one of the sweetest group I have ever taught.

I do feel a little concerned about a small group of boys and who they are hanging out with. All I am asking is for this group to remember last year...how you all had to fight real hard to survive in the stream...this year would be different...you are no longer facing promotion but the REAL examinations! the battle is now one-off...

Hey everyone, not too sure if anyone of you are reading this....you are very fortunate this year to have a very experienced group of teachers taking your class. All I ask is a little patience. Soon, what you dread will be over...do not even think of giving up before trying...I always think that all of you have what it takes to stay on course to achieve what you want...Just remember good luck comes with hard work and always do the right thing....

Really miss you guys...

Life goes on....

Haven't been updating this blog and honestly, it might be because I am reluctant to touch on the topic. I have not quite explained fully for the decision that I have made. Not that the reason really matters to all of you, just that maybe some of you might want to know.

But before I touch on that, I just want to congratulate my form class. I am really proud that all of you have managed to promote successfuly without any help from the school. My only fear now is for the weaker ones. You guys really have to work very hard to ensure that you catch up next year which is a highly crucial year. NEVER get complacent as it will only lead you to regret. C'mon guys and girls, it is going to be the last year, make a beautiful final dash. I have 100% faith that all of you will be able to go to your preferred choice! Remember! For those who wants to go poly, aim for 14 points and below (L1R4) while those who wants to go to JC, aim to score 18 and below (L1B5). Start finding information about the courses available and repeatedly ask yourself what do you want to do and decide on that quickly! Ms C won't be there for the 2nd part of the year to constantly nag at you. So, really, remember that you walk your own path!

As for the reason why Ms C has to go, to be very honest, I can't really find a concrete reason for that. One thing is for sure, it has absolutely nothing to do with all of you, students. I really like teaching the Sec 3s and the graduating students and I really wish that I could see all of you all the way to the Os! I guess having stayed at the same environment for 5 years, I really need to take a look outside. It is a case of having your sight shortened after staying put in the same place for too long. Also, not getting the appreciation that you think you deserved. (Nothing to do with the students, definitely) And of course, the feeling of exhaustion and tiredness is starting to set in. Not forgetting, at the end of next year, most of you would have moved on to another stage of your life and Ms C is also moving on to another stage of her life and with that, a fresh start in a new environment allows her to view things from a fresh perspective. Of course, I could choose to inform all of you later just before I leave, but changes will set in beginning of next year (e.g. form teacher and subject teacher change) and I do not want all of you to cope with such unexpected changes as next year is too important to the Sec 3s especially. Hene, by telling you now, you would be mentally prepared to cope with new changes come Jan 2008 and will be ready for the final dash next year and not be bothered by such changes because you are already mentally prepared.

I am not sure if what I have spoken here makes sense to you. I am sure the more sensible ones will understand and many of you respect my decision. I will really miss all of you. Being able to teach all of you has been one of the best journeys of my life, to date. Please remember, I may not be physically there after June 2008, but whenever you guys need help, I will be there. I am just a call away.